The roles at play, thru unchartered territory

Sometimes i ask myself: "What or who are you doing this for, mister Lightbringer?" I mean, those 'awake' already know most of the stuff i share. And of those that dont (and get triggered by whatever it is that i'm sharing) very rarely 'see the Light'. Its like waking someone up from the nightmare they used to call 'a life', only to realize the rabbit hole goes way deeper. I can fully understand they'd rather stayed asleep. Because once 'seen' it cant be 'unseen'. 

On facebook i just stumbled upon this fellow 'awakener' Mike Sygula founder of Truth Theory. And can relate to most of the stuff they create. But reading the reactions to their posts made me question the same thing again: "Why are we doing this?"

Lots of the stuff they create is "thought provoking" as he describes it, but isnt 'thought' the very reason people are so confused, in general? I too like to poke a little. Sometimes a bit to harsh and that rather scares 'them' off. So what is it, that i want to accomplish?

Years ago i started as the teacher, then realized the Lightbringer in me, but these two seem to conflict each other at the moment. The teacher says: explain it all, share your insights, in such a way that your audience can relate. The Lightbringer says: just be, just shine, no matter which shade youre reflecting.

Being the teacher felt as 'work', and a teacher needs students, keeping them stuck in the loop as well. So i knew letting go of the teacher was the next step in my evolution. The Lightbringer (just another character in the book called 'my life') who awoke many years ago, resurfaced. He has a way of 'lighting people up' when he speaks.

Question remains: is this Lightbringer dude another role, or am i ready to fully embody that which he speaks of?

Honestly? I dont know. But i'm open to explore, to learn, to uncover the old and to discover these unpaved roads

I guess thats what i was really wondering about when i read those comments under Truth Theory's posts. Not "why are we doing this?", but "why i am i?". Maybe its not about awakening 'them' anymore, but realizing the 'true' me...



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